多多少少地不平衡..哈哈

很久没有写了..突然想到一些事所以很想写..

我们8个女子中,已有两个已经名花有主了..

说不羡慕是骗人的.

哈哈

都已经20岁了

都还没有男朋友

追求的人不是没有

但有些是在错的时间,不然就是错的人

我到底几时会遇到真名天子呢?

真的不知道

是我本身的条件不好吗?

还是还没遇上对的人?

真的不明白

但还是希望我20岁的情人节可以找到我Mr. Right..

总心的地希望...<3<3<3

Type A personality

Really have a long long time did not write blog. i really to lazy nowadays.

haha

exam for semester 2 is coming soon, without recognised bu anyone.

haiz

my performances in semester 2 is not really good especially my presentation.

haiz

is really a very bad and suck result

but i know i cannot blame everyone

it is due to my fault

i am underestimate the importances of the presentation

and always play play with it

not really play 100% of attention on it

so i know this result is what i deserved today

haiz

really need to wake up and work hard now

cannot be so lazy now already

must catch up with people foot paths now

recently start to study my forgotten psychology

knew what is the characteristic of type A personality

just found out that actually some of my personality are same to the characteristics of type A personality

for example, too easy to get nervous, impatient, and easy to become aggressive

haha

at there state that this type of people easy to get coronary heart disease

haiz

trying to change of my bad behavior now

really try hard

very hard

but well

i think my behavior is inborned

really need a long time to change it

ps:i change my flight back to malaysia..i think i am avoid the real situation..i am a coward..==lll

The start of new semester

finally

my first winter break in australia is ending soon

and ,my new semester is starting soon also

haiz

what a sad thing

just received my 1st semester result back

not really satisfied with it

but i cannot blame everyone

because this is my fault

i did not try my best

i did not do a lot of preparation

i played a lot

but fortunately i still is not the worst in my house

also is not the last two

haha

this really surprise me a lot

but

anyway i really need to set a new aim and targets for the coming soon new semester

because i know more and more obstacles are coming

so i really need to work harder and harder

AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!

Fire and Ice

theme of eclipse

fire and ice

fire is jacob

ice is edward

what a good metaphor it is

jacob in the book: love bella but is not related to the 'imprint'

and he is hot just like in the movie

edward in the book: gorgeous and love bella more than his life

and he is sparkling under the sun just like in the movie too

what a lovely vampire movie

really love it so much

so happy i can watch eclipse in the cinema

but i did not regret i did not watch new moon in the cinema

because it was so disappointed and totally sucked

love the Cullen family also

they are as gorgeous as Edward

hahaha

and there is a strong bond in the family

love eclipse so much

is much more better than twilight and new moon

girl 's dream

insomnia recently

keep on thinking about something nonsense and crazy

am i nervous?

am i too stress?

why cant i sleep?

i really do not know why

time is passing

20th is coming soon

but i am still alone

(sound like cn blue song 'i am a loner' is playing now)..haha

well

recently like to watch we got married

like that two couples

they are really very different couple

eventhough four of them are very young

(just 3 years older than me..the oldest 1..while 1 seohyun is younger than me)

but one couple is very funny and close

and the other couple is shy and cute

such a big differences

when i am watching that

i keep on imagine that i also in love

haiz

when i will find my.Right

no idea

i keep on asking myself

am i too bad?

why i always cannot find the one i love

and the people that i like did not like me

well

my destiny

so

just live in my sweet dream

a typical girl's dream

GOODNITE..my dear...

My first semester GOAL

Today is the last second day of my first semester at here
and the exam is coming soon
people always said a person need to have goal to success
i agree on it
so, i set my goal:
1. try my best at every units and try to score well
2. hope that in each units i can score more than 80 marks
3. this can consider a quite serious goal that i 100% should do this:
which are score better than the SAMPAHTONG!!!
I swear i need to score better than him in everything
It was shamed that i scored less than him in SACE
And i cannot make this type of thing happen again in my life
Never and ever
Fxcking....shit!!!
4. this is the most important:
Relax and enjoy life no matter what is going on
and behave as what i am and who i am

Lastly, cheer girl!!!U can do this!!!

sick = suck....

is this a curse?

why almost every time the exam is coming soon

i will fall sick

why??

again

this happen before my 2 coming soon PHS and prac test

totally suck

no mood to do everything due to my runny nose

cannot breath well now

suck suck suck

recently also faced sleeping problem

too cold

really cannot adapt to melbourne weather

keep on fluctuating

like a girl

i really do not like sick la

like what all the people in the world thought

really feel suck

hope i can get better as soon as possible

btw, i found the blog again

without any effort

i think he already delete the older posts

whatever

it is not interesting for me anymore

i am just lucky...lolz..

i still remember got 1 person tell me that if i feel that i am lucky

i cant speak them out and show off in front of people

so i choose to write at here

even though i think it is still the same thing

am i lucky???

this is the question that i always ask myself

if at australia

then , i think i am quite lucky

but, if u want to count my luckiness from the day that i born

then i really have no idea

i got my family members that love me so much

but just i do not have a wealthy family background

so, sometimes i cannot enjoy what normal children should do

and sometimes i experienced some that most of the child wont experience in their life forever

even is like this

i still always have positive thinking

i know life is fair

i will get what i want

just i need to wait

and now i got the opportunity

that i never dream for it before

i know there are many people fight for this chance

and there are more intelligent than me

but, how in the world i get it

cannot believe it even though i already at here

so, i am just lucky

so lucky...

The truth...

Camouflage..

is one of the natural process that animal can act to protect themselves

same to human

but we cannot camouflage

what we can do is hiding our own personalities..

the truth of yourself

and pretending in front of everyone

what a tired life is that

pretending and acting

do what u do not like to do

follow what people say without asking yourself

whether you want to do it or not

so

sometimes i like to act cool

the moment that i want to be myself

100% of myself

do what ever i want

without people's thought and action

do what i want

do not care other people opinion

even though i know i will be alone

and alone all the way

but who care??

i am changing...

physically and 'chemically'

haha

but how i am changing

the deepest part of my heart still telling me

i am still what i am

Mr. Right

just watch we got married

yonghwa and seohyun couple

is a pair of very very cute couple

wahahahaha

seohyun is so mature and yonghwa is so funny

not like what he act in you are beautiful

when watch the drama

i really hope that i can find my Mr. right

in the right timing, place

and the right people

but i still haven get the chance yet

sometimes i got the right time but i found the wrong people

sometimes is not the right people meet me

and sometimes i meet the right people at the wrong time

why i still cannot have the chance to find the right people at the right time and right place

haiz..............

already wait for a long time

just hope that he already around me

just i haven find out who he is

and hope i can get my Mr.right

my 1st Mr.right

as soon as possible...

^^

i don't care

suddenly found that i start do not like to care about everything..

i just let the things happen around me..

as long as they din disturb my life and my feeling..

no matter is what..

exam, friends, discussion..

i just want to stay at my life..

without disturbing..

become more and more selfish..

as long as is advantage for me..

or din cause any harm to me

then i am ok to this..

haha

i am a selfish people

like to be alone

as what i used to it

from a long long time

until now

still alone

and i think may be will always be alone

see the sky alone

read the book alone

listen to music alone

do revision alone

so lonely

lonely life, lonely people

so, there is no reason i need to care

care about the people, events that happen around me

as long as i happy and my family members happy

then everything is okay

is okay.............................................

Uni life...

Really got a long time din write blog already..

lazy and really have no idea wat to write..

the last few months had a lot of events happened..

happy and sad..

but if i am a person that want to be success in my life,

i cant always see my past

my future is much more important to me

start my uni life 2 months ago

new environment

new country

new friends

new culture

everything is new to me

busy in doing assignment, online-test

busy in attending lecture, practical, tutorial

bt the most important is

still busying in facebooking, onlining and watching drama...haha

stil a very busy person

play and study at the same time

i am the genius in doing this..haha

aza aza fighting girl

*btw, bye bye my first easter break..T_T