THE most serious problems...

If u read twilight series the second book-New Moon, you will know one part in the novel stated about the problems that faced by Bella..in the book, Bella had faced many obstacles due to she is a "danger magnet"...but the most serious problem that faced by her is Edward Cullen..she scared that he will leave her again..

But..in this moment, the most serious problem that i faced now is rearding my ielts performances..i m very 9x100000000000000000 times very bad in eng..n i got my ielts test in August..OMG..what the hell i can do to improve my eng in this short period???just hope that miracle can happen ???erm..sound imposssible eventhough i hope that it can come true...

Start to feel stress for this last semester...too late already for me to improve my eng...well ..if i got a chance i will study and start to practice my eng since standard 1..(but eventhough i got this chance, i not think that i will do it, coz i am the lazy bum bum people..wahaha)..really need to be serious from this time...cannot like the first semester and the second semester...

Fly to Australia..is the dream for all the people in Ausmat programme...except go to NZ la...will i have this chance 2 go 2 there???yes, i have..But, do i have this luck to go to there???erm..this is hard to say..But, I WANT IT TO HAPPEN!!!

tired and sleepy..

Just come cack from the camp at meru,feel very tired and sleepy.However, this camp is better that what i thought before.We join the juniors that will go to France in 1 June.They are so lucky!Even though i struggle so hard in my study i also cannot sure that whether i can fly or not.But they can fly soon.It is so unfair but what to do?Nevertheless, got 2 handsome guys in this batch of juniors. Got 1 i really feel very shock when i knew his race. He look like people from foreign country and mix with chinese. However, they told me that he is hindu.OMG!He is hindu?

Got Hindu that can have a fair complexion like him?Is even fairer than me.Cant believe it.Another 1 looks like a member from super junior (Lee Teuk). A very handsome guy. About the camp, i just got something i want to complaint. First is the water there very polluted and this had caused blu blu sick very bad. Another is the foods are not nice at all and the time table is too packed. This made me donot have enough of time to sleep. In this camp,

finally...

finally...somebody already help me to make a decision..
the decision that i do not want to make or i refuse to make it..
but i think i am the only one that think too much in this case..
the other party just act cool and continue his life like normal...
but..i cannot do that...
sometimes i created some situation so that i can see him..
sometimes i purposely say something so that he can listen..
sometimes i go away so that i will not get into troubles because of the rumours...
but..now..someone already tell me the truth...
that i am the only party that think too much..
we just friends...very very very normal friend..
i need to bear in my mind from this second that..
we just are normal friend....