真的..真的..累了

一向来
只喜欢在后面远远的看着
从来不采取任何的行动
主动从来就不是我的作风
渐渐的
他们的身边开始多了另一个人
可是
我....还是一个人...
动作和心里想的开始变得不一致
很怀疑到底我要的是什么
那样做..不是在折磨自己吗?
到最后还是得不到任何东西
心又在痛了
是我不比她们好吗
真的..真的..累了..
大家的指指点点
我已经受够了
真的..真的..累了..
应经开始渐渐不懂我自己
太烦了..是时候放手了吧
放手
让自己有回自尊
让自己不会那么痛苦
因为我
真的..真的..
累了

Exam..is not the end of the life..

recently, my sem 2 exam is around the corner..eventhough the study leave is almost want to finish ,but i din put many efforts in this exam...at study room u can see all the people are struggling to cram all the books in their brain..after read the textbooks and then they start to do ssabsa past year, midyear ,masa, sace , senior works...omg...i wonder whether they got enough of time 2 sleep ..when i go to the study room and compared with them, i will become the weird and the most lazy ppl..haha..but this is quite impossible for me to change my attitude, that is enjoy my life at everytime...nowadays, i will not feel very sad eventhough i screw out in my exam..is already seem normal to me..if u feel sad, what u can do?u cant change ur result anymore coz it already past...i 100% sure that i wil not cry due to i gt very bad in my exam in my whole life..100% sure...just want to say "relax people..EXAM IS NOT THE END OF YOUR LIFE...just a small obstacle that u need to face only"...

Single or In a relatioship???

well..when everyone ask about the status of someone, this 2 phrases sure will cross their mind..actually do you enjoy single life or in a relationship?

As a single male or female, you do not have any restriction in your life.This does not mean that you are free to do anythings without considering people's feeling. Just you no need to talk to your lover all the reasons you wan to do the things and no need to tell them your schedule everyday. You can enjoy your life and can have a good relationship with your friends that are different sex without any worries.Besides that, it also can save your money and reduce your financial problem. If you are a guy, i think you know why i say like that.In addition, you must be a creative and romantic people because a romantic life will make the relationship become longer ans more stable.

Although single can bring many benefits to someone, but sometimes do you will feel that you are alone.May be you got many friends in your life but do they can with you anytime you need them. Do you think that they will think about you at the first moment in every cases. Not really. Furthermore,sometime you face some critical problems but you cannot discuss it with your friends because you do not know whether they will tell your secret to other people. You also cannot tell to your beloved family members because sometime they not really understand the condition you facing on that time.You will feel helpless.

However, if you are in a relationship now, i think you will think that you are the people that the most lucky in this world. This is because you can find a people that also love you very much in this giant universe.He or she will share your happiness and sadness everytime you need them. They will try to make your life become wonderful and everyday make you feel you are the special in this world. You will feel like you are the king or queen to them. They will spend time with you without any lamb excuses.

Nevertheless, human will change from time to time. Sometimes your friends may be can become your enemy in the future, how about your lover? You cannot 24 hours stay with your lover because everyone got their own social group.You will not know whether he or she are loyal to you all the time.You cannot 100% sure that any words and things they told you are the truth.So, conflicts will start and you two will not believe to each other anymore. Finally, is either break out or form bigger and bigger gap..

So, is be a single better than in a relationship? You can think about it and leave your comment...