really really very sad....

Today..i really feel very sad and down...i got speaking practice test in the afternoon n then the test really was sucks! the comments that she gave me really make me think that i was so useless ans stupid...my whole mood be ruined by that stupid speaking practice test eventhough that morning i just got bac my math and spec math paper that are quite well..However, the things that she said is right, my pronunciation is not good at all, grammatical error and other minor minor things..haiz...how can i improve my pronunciation in the short period (1 and half months)..i am not like my roomate that is english educated people...it seem like an impossible task to me..but i know i need to improve myself because i do not want to take the ielts test again..never and ever in my life...sad and miserable..and that girl that always said i always cannot compared with you all was at the same room with me when the lecturer gave me comments..well..actually i do not mind she was at there...eventhough she tells all the ausmat students what the lecturers said ,i also do not mind...this is because this is the truth, my english is not good at all..bot just may be we cannot be friends anymore..do i put enough of efforts on my ielts?not really..so i accept the comments that the lecturer gave me...So, i now swear that i need to study and practice hard my ielts and i can get band 8 and above in the real ielts test!!!

the last week for this sem....

THIS week is the last week for this sem...feel like empty in my brain...this sem was the most hectic sem i haven experienced before..assignment, tests,quizzes,math n spec math exercises,n the things that i hate the most...researches...well...is very hard to believe that i want to say goodbye to tis sem n welcome the last sem of Ausmat....this means that my final is coming soon....sad la...well...today i juz finished the stupid bio test n yesterday i juz finished the math test..erm..the math test is ok,but my biology really very hard to say..hopefully can get a lo...the 2nd sem is a very weird sem..the first and the second months i felt like in the hell..n then the last two months i felt like not enough of times to finish all my works and my revision...haha...but the thing i felt so happy is i got many good classmates..erm..this did not means that my ex-classmates not good..this is because my class not got more chinese and got mr.C in my ex-class...haiz...is not i dun like that guy...is i dun wan same class with him...haha..if he know i think he will kill me..haha...

Share the world

Share the world... is the title song of tvxq new japanese single. Congrates to them coz got the 1st in the Oricon Chart weekly again..this showed that tvxq is very famous at japan..."Share the world" is a nice song n i like the mv very much..is different with the mv that shotted before...very nice.."Share the world" is a theme song for "One Piece"..n another song in this single,"We are", also is one of the theme song for "One Piece" too.Tvxq is the only idol that i can like for a long period till now...i still can remember the 1st day i knew tvxq..that time i was at form.3..i think that year was the second year tvxq debut...i listened the song "Rising Sun" from "Pop in Seoul" and i almost fainted when i watched the music video...I was dumfounded...5 handsome n cute boys...fantastic n powerful dance...n good vocal...omg...frm that time,i started to get more information about tvxq online,from magazine and tv show...the member that i like the most is max(Shim Chang Min)...he is so cute n i found that he and me got many similarities in attitude...haha...i noe him from the interviews la...cassiopeia dun think too much...well..i oso like other members (u-know,xiah,hero n micky)...i like their songs,dances,looks..when i told my friends that i like tvxq, they always will think that i like them because they are good-looking...well,i cannot deny that this is one of the reason..However, the main reason i like them because they are not like the artists that just depend on their look and their luck..they trained for a long times( quite many years) before they debuted..they also learn many languages so that the can communicate with their fans...they also always improve their skills in singing and dancing..not so many ppl can dance and sing as well as than them...they did not know dancing before they joined the SM audition (except u-know)..they always try 2 improve themselves and always be humble...they are really very good...well...i hope that i can watch their concert live in the future...i hope that i can see them (not from magazines or online)...hope that they can break many records and can be healthy forever...TVXQ..Aza Aza Fighting!!!

我不能跟你们比...

"我不能跟你们比..."
她的口头禅...我的恶梦...
她...总爱把这句话挂在嘴边...
说是谦虚..但...却不是...
她..功课一向来都不错...都比我好..
但她却总喜欢说这句话...
听起来真的很讽刺...是在说...
"你们的程度太低了...不能跟我比吗?"
影射我笨吗?
真的真的....很讨厌你再说那句话了 ...
我越来越不想跟她说话了...
背后对她的批评越来越多...可是....
她懂吗?
应该知道吧...
不想做她们的其中一份子...
希望她有自知之明...
不要再让我听到
那句话了...

maureennimi..who are u?

Maureennimi..is one of my name..
i got many name in my life..some sound good..some really..haiz...
well..maureen is the name that 1 of my tuition teacher gave me..
actually i not really like the name...
sound...weird..
but..i think this is suitable 2 become the name for this blog...
nimi...what is this mean?
this is a secret...
i am a normal girl...a normal student..
everyday wake up,breakfast, study,lunch,study,dinner,study, n sleep...
wat a boring life is this!!!
but..interesting people n events always make my life looks special a bit...
so...this make my blog name..
special life..normal girl...
everybody is normal but everyone is special...
Special for u......n me.....

Begin...

this is the first day i start blogging...
there are many reasons i do this
is it influenced by friends?or i wan 2 express my feeling n idea?
or just for fun?
actually i duno..really no idea..
well..
begin is my 1st post...
when u heard 'begin' this word, what is on ur mind?
erm..for me..
i will remember one japanese song that sang by tvxq...
"Everyday and night with u...begin..."
For me, this is a nice song..
one of my favourite song too..
In this life...
if u just say that u wan 2 do something..
but u din take any action..
this mean u do nothing..
'action speak louder than words'
well..a good beginning is a good start...
begin...special life..normal girl...