time pass so fast..

Just had a happy coffee and tea time with my friends in college.Enjoy that moment so much even though i am quite sleepy during that time.Suddenly miss those the time in college.One of my friend had said a problem that i am now confronted with.Loneliness and the closest friend. I have felt lonely since a long long time. even though i know in my life there are some people care about me. but i still can feel the loneliness sometimes and i duno why.but, sometimes i think i need some precious time for to think about what i had done in the past and what i actually want in my life.my goal in my life. the other topic we had discussed about is friend. it is so hard to find a really closest friend that u can share all d things with.in this world, it is so hard to find a person that u can 100% trust of.even i can trust myself, how in the world i can trust others.really have no idea about it.will i have my soulmate in my life.two or three is better than enough.until now, i think i have not get a really closest friend. i have a lot of friend now but i still cant find that i can fully trust them.maybe cant reach 80%..haha..really have no idea..time really past so fast and i really din realise i am now a second year student..

多多少少地不平衡..哈哈

很久没有写了..突然想到一些事所以很想写..

我们8个女子中,已有两个已经名花有主了..

说不羡慕是骗人的.

哈哈

都已经20岁了

都还没有男朋友

追求的人不是没有

但有些是在错的时间,不然就是错的人

我到底几时会遇到真名天子呢?

真的不知道

是我本身的条件不好吗?

还是还没遇上对的人?

真的不明白

但还是希望我20岁的情人节可以找到我Mr. Right..

总心的地希望...<3<3<3

Type A personality

Really have a long long time did not write blog. i really to lazy nowadays.

haha

exam for semester 2 is coming soon, without recognised bu anyone.

haiz

my performances in semester 2 is not really good especially my presentation.

haiz

is really a very bad and suck result

but i know i cannot blame everyone

it is due to my fault

i am underestimate the importances of the presentation

and always play play with it

not really play 100% of attention on it

so i know this result is what i deserved today

haiz

really need to wake up and work hard now

cannot be so lazy now already

must catch up with people foot paths now

recently start to study my forgotten psychology

knew what is the characteristic of type A personality

just found out that actually some of my personality are same to the characteristics of type A personality

for example, too easy to get nervous, impatient, and easy to become aggressive

haha

at there state that this type of people easy to get coronary heart disease

haiz

trying to change of my bad behavior now

really try hard

very hard

but well

i think my behavior is inborned

really need a long time to change it

ps:i change my flight back to malaysia..i think i am avoid the real situation..i am a coward..==lll

The start of new semester

finally

my first winter break in australia is ending soon

and ,my new semester is starting soon also

haiz

what a sad thing

just received my 1st semester result back

not really satisfied with it

but i cannot blame everyone

because this is my fault

i did not try my best

i did not do a lot of preparation

i played a lot

but fortunately i still is not the worst in my house

also is not the last two

haha

this really surprise me a lot

but

anyway i really need to set a new aim and targets for the coming soon new semester

because i know more and more obstacles are coming

so i really need to work harder and harder

AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!

Fire and Ice

theme of eclipse

fire and ice

fire is jacob

ice is edward

what a good metaphor it is

jacob in the book: love bella but is not related to the 'imprint'

and he is hot just like in the movie

edward in the book: gorgeous and love bella more than his life

and he is sparkling under the sun just like in the movie too

what a lovely vampire movie

really love it so much

so happy i can watch eclipse in the cinema

but i did not regret i did not watch new moon in the cinema

because it was so disappointed and totally sucked

love the Cullen family also

they are as gorgeous as Edward

hahaha

and there is a strong bond in the family

love eclipse so much

is much more better than twilight and new moon

girl 's dream

insomnia recently

keep on thinking about something nonsense and crazy

am i nervous?

am i too stress?

why cant i sleep?

i really do not know why

time is passing

20th is coming soon

but i am still alone

(sound like cn blue song 'i am a loner' is playing now)..haha

well

recently like to watch we got married

like that two couples

they are really very different couple

eventhough four of them are very young

(just 3 years older than me..the oldest 1..while 1 seohyun is younger than me)

but one couple is very funny and close

and the other couple is shy and cute

such a big differences

when i am watching that

i keep on imagine that i also in love

haiz

when i will find my.Right

no idea

i keep on asking myself

am i too bad?

why i always cannot find the one i love

and the people that i like did not like me

well

my destiny

so

just live in my sweet dream

a typical girl's dream

GOODNITE..my dear...

My first semester GOAL

Today is the last second day of my first semester at here
and the exam is coming soon
people always said a person need to have goal to success
i agree on it
so, i set my goal:
1. try my best at every units and try to score well
2. hope that in each units i can score more than 80 marks
3. this can consider a quite serious goal that i 100% should do this:
which are score better than the SAMPAHTONG!!!
I swear i need to score better than him in everything
It was shamed that i scored less than him in SACE
And i cannot make this type of thing happen again in my life
Never and ever
Fxcking....shit!!!
4. this is the most important:
Relax and enjoy life no matter what is going on
and behave as what i am and who i am

Lastly, cheer girl!!!U can do this!!!